So where have I been...

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There are people out there that are probably shocked to have something from me pop up in their watch list.  

It's a very long story where I've been.  One that would take me forever to get into.  

The short version, is that it seems that my muse and drive to create must have been fed by pure fucking loneliness.  I say this, because after that "Twelves Tolls for a New Day" picture, I met :iconkosuchilsunao:, and simply HAD NOT had the desire to draw since.  I doodle at work sometimes, but until tonight, I have just had positively NO DESIRE to draw.  

I used to draw to retreat in a fantasy world where I could be happy.  Thanks to Marc, it seems I no longer need that fantasy world, because he has been EVERYTHING to me.

I appreciate all of the support from my small little circle of fans and friends for the past few years.  I truly do.  I haven't up and deleted everything, because to be honest, I hate when artists do that.  I find it so disrespectful to the people that made them "famous" in the first place.  So I will continue to leave my art up till the day I die.  Leave it up for the people (be it the few) that still find enjoyment out of it.  

I still won't admit that I'm going away, because I haven't officially given up on art as of yet.  I've just taken a semi-extended vacation from it.   You may see some updates from me, but if you don't, at least everyone knows where I am, and that I'm finally happy.
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